Today i see the world through rested, but tired eyes, that are a hint further away from single life!
Couples on the streets, kissing and caressing each other, damn they look adorable! They look happy and full of love! I doubt that thats the way i look like, but thats how i feel. Sure it might be because of summer, but what do they all say?: i wish this summer would never end..

Story-J-aim

This never ending pile of lies, used for people not to get hurt: has to stop growing!
Not only once, but now twice has this happened, and i don't feel less hurt at all, i feel more tricked and lied to more than anything!
This past winter i got to know this fine young gentleman who offered me a chance to spend an evening with him and his friends, and i took it! We had a blast, but the short cut ending to his adventure yet to be started stopped in the fact that he "still" had a girlfriend!
Well i went away, and naturally came back, had a somewhat of a fresh start with him with a longer, extended get-to-know each other game.
After a while he had me know that there was no future to hunt as he didn't want to answer to anyone at this point in life.. So he left me with compliments and gestures of free feeling love...aka shit...
Now FB informs me he has started dating a girl, another J, aparently better option than myself! Just bitter kidding, i obviously understand i am not "the 1 " for him, but the one to be honest to, i could have easily been, and deserved to be!
Nothing further, your honor!

Midsummer-J

With this we shall find out about the husband to be! So they say... So i thought, why not try!
To be honest, i've been doing this since i was like 7... Still nothing but going strong!
But what it you did have the chance to see him.. Would you want to? Why waste time on looking when you could just wait, party and see what comes up?!

J-First Times

 Crush drunk is the best drunk ever! I was actually having trouble standing up after my first kiss at my third date with no. 3. This could conclude that my new lucky number is 3!
   Some friends of mine who are in a long committed relationship tell me, that the few things they miss about dating, are the "first" everything.
   When you touch the first time and it feels like no one has ever touched you before. The shivers and the heavy uneven breath that takes you in when you get closer to each other. The shy smiles you start sharing just because you're staring into each others faces for the longest time before you carefully lean in to feel the base you're floating on. Sweet Jesus...and then you're gone.
   Don't blame those friends of mine one bit, because that, what i have just described for you, is the best feeling i know..

J-Morning Glory

Uhh don't you just love those mornings when you wake up entirely happy with no sorrows or regrets. Whether that feeling lasts for a second or the whole day it feels beyond awesome!

This feeling for sure has something to do with guy no. 3, who did say yes to going out on a date with me.

It's insane what someone can make you feel, good or bad..and with this, i can't wait to cherish the good!

I still carry a bit of a background check for this one that ties me down a little, but that shall be put in the old ghosts closet after i find out more, chenquie!

memo. ps. ALWAYS make a background check!

J-Score

I feel like a 13 year old girl again, chasing the boy next door..
I can just imagine how confusing my dating status might seem to the outside world sooo...
To clarify: i'm organizing myself between 3 guys.
1. Been on a couple of dates, score: first base
2. Been hanging out, and still warming up.
3. Still need to make my move and ask him out!
Tomorrow shall be no. 3's lucky day!!!

J-Bailing≠Dating

Ugh, Monday..
Weekend was great, spent it with my girlfriends, enjoyed the mixture of single and taken, partied, drank, shared, love my life during these times, and also during some other times as well..

But today..ugh!!! Bailing while dating, does not work! And when the bailing is done to me..well, its game over.
As I have been trying to extend into bigger fields, keeping my strings well organized, no tangles or messes, just fun, I just start finding myself too far from the other ends of the strings. HOW, and why, again?! Thank god its summer, rain and 10°C, which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I'm thinking that I should leave these OLD "hags" behind, and go ask that cute guy out, that I've been dying to get to know...mission, yet to accomplish!