I'm not quite sure what i want to write about today, but i still had the feeling that i should.
My mind map goes around every little experience and detail that i have had regarding single-hood, relationships, the thrill of new and the comfort of something old. For most part i feel that many young people enjoy being in control of themselves, and being able to choose whatever they feel like or whatever they want, and i'm taking advantage of those very rights at the moment (of course when talking about relationships and such).
I can't deny that i don't feel the need to belong in somebody's arms once in a while, when i find myself next to some half strange man who screws me over with two lousy-lazy minutes, and calls it "done" by leaving to see his friends, after what he believes has been "better than one minute in heaven"(please see: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGOohBytKTU)..and trust me, nothing leaves your bed colder than that. BUT what-the-hell..these sons-of-biches will never end up as anything else as our bad mistakes that we shall learn from!
Anyhow, strangely enough the knowledge of not being held down, by those same arms that could offer a nice warm cuddle, gives me some sort of comfort as well...at least at this point in life.
Weekend shall start soon, and again!
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